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“Not that I am speaking of being in need, for I have learned in whatever situation I am to be content.” Philippians 4:11 (ESV)

Ever wanted more, different and better than you already have? We all probably have visited that place and it can be a good place as long as we don’t settle there. Why? Because staying in a mode of perpetual want overshadows what we already have: a full closet, an overflowing pantry and a clean shelter.

We are blessed with far more than we really need. The basic necessities of life: food, clothing and shelter are ours to enjoy- yet too many times we are embarrassed by God’s provision. We compare, we desire and we give voice to the negatives that scream we don’t have enough.

Found myself caught in this trap of not wanting what God provided. My eyes surveyed the not so good points and highlighted why I deserved more. Right in the middle of my prayer, I rehearsed what needed to be fixed, changed and exchanged in place of what I was too embarrassed to receive. Words carelessly revealing the state of my ungrateful heart.

In a simple moment of silence while I caught my breath, the truth settled in. I was telling God that what He had so graciously given to me was not enough; I wanted more. He had made a mistake; I deserved better. This wasn’t fair; I didn’t want this – I wanted that. Ungrateful, unsatisfied and unthankful echoed deep in my soul. My cup was overflowing while I longed to be filled up with something else.

Wonder what God thought as He silently endured my ranting? Wonder if He rehearsed the list of blessings that He had poured over me? Wonder if His heart ached because I had forgotten to be simply grateful?

Perpetual want never serves us well, but a heart that is thankful results in joy everlasting.

“Father, forgive my longing for more and help me to cherish all the ways You have blessed my life.”

For His Glory

Janet Martin
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