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“Speaking to yourselves in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord.” Ephesians 5:19 (KJV)

The familiar voice singing melodies to God amazed me. Most of my visits to the nursing home don’t go so well – memory loss and confusion cloud most of mother’s days but this day was different.  Growing up I often awakened to mother singing hymns usually at the kitchen sink overlooking our backyard. This time there was no kitchen sink or backyard only a worn, wobbly wheelchair.   Unaware I was present, she gently paused as I knelt to ask her if she was happy.   Without hesitation quiet humorously she replied, ‘No!!’   Resuming her song I asked, ‘Well, mother do you love Jesus in your heart?’ to which she replied ‘Oh, yes!’

Mother is 92 years old, blind, almost deaf and with dementia alongside limited mobility.  I began thinking how happy she is in Jesus and marveled at the beauty of Jesus naturally flowing from her heart.  No one can prompt her joy since her surroundings definitely do not permeate happiness.  Yet, she was being a great testimony for Him and openly displaying what He means to her. Leaving her room that day, the Lord encouraged and challenged my heart.   Do others observe Him in my daily life?  Though difficult, it should be our heart’s desire regardless of what circumstances we are facing.  It is apparent mother is manifesting one of the fruits of His Spirit – joy.  It is her strength and can be ours.  Then like her, we will have something to sing about!!

“Lord, may You come forth in my life naturally as I go about my day.”

For His Glory

Patsy Sanders
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